Do you ever?

I thought I knew how to handle things in my life..lolol..but I don't. I try, and for that, I'm at peace with it. I love the idea of living life to the fullest and not having any regrets...Yet, why does there seem to be something still. What do I mean by that..Well..hmmmmm, I'm not really sure myself.

My heart's in the right place. I enjoy being kind to people and setting an example of goodness and love..hahaha. Some people would call me a "hippie chick"...Maybe I am, and I'm okay with me. It's being afraid of letting others get to know the real me, that's where I get shy and pull back. A heart full of love with so much to give..I believe that's the description for all of us.

Our love has been suppressed for so long, that we forget it's so easy and feels so good. The thing is..I say this stuff, then in my own personal life, I get afraid, weak, fragile, delicate, stubborn...The list goes on. I can say one thing, then do I find the courage in my heart to follow through? I don't know. I guess you could say I've had my share of broken heart, and that makes me cautious of letting people in. I'm learning to open up to the very thing I ask of others...unconditional, with no strings attached...TRUE LOVE

The internet is a world of words and pictures. Because it's a world of words, it takes us into different mindframes. A different state of mind. It's hard not to make assumptions in the cyber life because we have to draw our own conclusions based on reading someone else's words. With our own imagination, we have to imagine their expression when they are saying what we read. Because language is complex, one word used with different facial expressions and body language, can be said or typed to mean two totally different things. It's hard, sometimes, to get an idea of what someone is meaning with the words they are saying. I guess that's why it's great to use "smileys" and such..lolo..but still...Nothing can replace the true and real interaction of basic human communication principles...Body language, voice and speech patterns, facial expressions..There are many factors that we use during communication that the cyber world doesn't portray as well.

If you have someone you care about or someone you love, and it's only cyber, don't lose hope. Everything will be ok. You'll make it through, no matter.

Wishing you the very best. For you and your family, Your friends..Wishing you love and peace.

Thanks for being here. huggggz ~jaDee~